Saturday, May 16, 2009

Guilt, building up inside of me..

Why do I feel so guilty? When I shouldn't be feeling anything but complete happiness? I mean, I know.. I know that I told him.. and that I wanted this to work.. but there is no explanation for what I feel with this other; it is truly indescribable. He sends goosebumps down my spine.. it is like nothing I have felt before - Soft kisses on the forehead, gliding his finger tips along with mine, compliments all over, cuddles so tight that it wouldn't even matter if I stopped breathing, smiles through and through.. I never want this to end. I'm not going to apologise for what I've done.. but I know what is right in my heart, and this.. this should've been over a long time, over before it had even started. You played me for a fool from the start.. and now It's my turn. You were a little too late.. and I cannot be the one to blame for this..

You were at fault.

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